I'm sorry, Alit-san, I meant to say that I am relieved for you. I mean it.
( it's so much easier to say this over text, and, as cowardly as it is of him. he prefers it this way. he has time to think through his responses and hasn't that always been a problem for him? he gets emotional, he gets pressured, he gets constrained. here he has all the space and room to form and formulate what it is that he needs to say.
at the same time however he also feels an urge to just send his responses as quickly as possible. or switch to video even because this was not meant to cause a misunderstanding. that's honestly the last thing he wants, and already he's failed if he's stirred in Alit any negative feelings towards him. { not that he doesn't deserve them. he's not proud of what he did so he can't even begin to blame Alit if there's something brewing. } he tries to keep it succinct to avoid the suspicion of double-entendres he employed before. )
Yuuma-kun. There's the next time he loses Astral. Unless he can avert that--and there's nothing I wouldn't give to keep Yuuma-kun from that pain. Or even to help him through it. I don't know if everything happens for a reason, but at least this way it's not hanging over Yuuma-kun's head as he waits here unsure of what the Landlord is going to do next.
With Vector here for example there's only more pain in addition to whatever we have waiting for us at home, where we should be.
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( it's so much easier to say this over text, and, as cowardly as it is of him. he prefers it this way. he has time to think through his responses and hasn't that always been a problem for him? he gets emotional, he gets pressured, he gets constrained. here he has all the space and room to form and formulate what it is that he needs to say.
at the same time however he also feels an urge to just send his responses as quickly as possible. or switch to video even because this was not meant to cause a misunderstanding. that's honestly the last thing he wants, and already he's failed if he's stirred in Alit any negative feelings towards him. { not that he doesn't deserve them. he's not proud of what he did so he can't even begin to blame Alit if there's something brewing. } he tries to keep it succinct to avoid the suspicion of double-entendres he employed before. )
Yuuma-kun. There's the next time he loses Astral. Unless he can avert that--and there's nothing I wouldn't give to keep Yuuma-kun from that pain. Or even to help him through it. I don't know if everything happens for a reason, but at least this way it's not hanging over Yuuma-kun's head as he waits here unsure of what the Landlord is going to do next.
With Vector here for example there's only more pain in addition to whatever we have waiting for us at home, where we should be.